tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post8089612230563824649..comments2023-07-15T03:45:36.822-07:00Comments on Surrender: ResistanceConinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-16733109305389623972012-09-29T19:16:35.038-07:002012-09-29T19:16:35.038-07:00Yeah, it's more reluctance to visit heaven and...Yeah, it's more reluctance to visit heaven and have to leave it again for another extended duration. He's very distracted lately and winds up working (on non-work stuff, but still working) until it's quite late and we just sort of fall asleep. Knowing that was likely to happen, (and I was right), I wasn't terribly willing to visit the space where I would become needy again...<br /><br />As he said, though... I don't get to choose.Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-89932750942580691742012-09-29T17:42:10.126-07:002012-09-29T17:42:10.126-07:00Amazingly spot on. Curious though, did I miss som...Amazingly spot on. Curious though, did I miss something? Why resistant? Just because life had been in the way for a few days? Reluctant to taste the drug and be leashed by the pull? or TROUBLE?Saoirsehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17902009529171140806noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-7516670313799862172012-09-29T11:49:22.556-07:002012-09-29T11:49:22.556-07:00I really, really like this analogy. (if only it re...I really, really like this analogy. (if only it really was easy to <i>get off</i>...;))Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-25159093129321160572012-09-29T11:48:23.141-07:002012-09-29T11:48:23.141-07:00Black berry or boysenberry? ;) He can do a good jo...Black berry or boysenberry? ;) He can do a good job at most things, amazingly. It's a good thing the endless cycle doesn't seem to bore him - he might give up on me then and that would be disaster!Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-82923560522879726752012-09-29T11:47:02.734-07:002012-09-29T11:47:02.734-07:00I appreciate the feedback - it's a hard thing ...I appreciate the feedback - it's a hard thing to try to get down, especially post-comeback. I went for a more internal expression of what was going on and I thought it worked pretty well - but it's always the feedback that lets me know if I thought correctly.Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-69877624554192591452012-09-29T11:45:25.116-07:002012-09-29T11:45:25.116-07:00I love it when I read something that makes me go: ...I love it when I read something that makes me go: "How long before we can be alone together again?" :) Thrilled to cause that in others too! Thank you!Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-62535119655700452752012-09-29T11:44:29.456-07:002012-09-29T11:44:29.456-07:00I'd like to be there for that scene.... ;) Wel...I'd like to be there for that scene.... ;) Well, maybe a fly on the wall. Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-87734850928774551492012-09-29T11:43:39.786-07:002012-09-29T11:43:39.786-07:00I like T's reference to the speeding train, do...I like T's reference to the speeding train, down below. Easy to get off, a LOT harder to get back on.... oh, but how I just want to STAY on.Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-37215159415496491412012-09-29T11:37:18.975-07:002012-09-29T11:37:18.975-07:00Snort. Ladylike snort... nah, just snort :)Snort. Ladylike snort... nah, just snort :)Emenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05947194856748698547noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-21187715136047732772012-09-29T11:34:52.364-07:002012-09-29T11:34:52.364-07:00It's a good mess :)
Thrilled to think I inspi...It's a good mess :)<br /><br />Thrilled to think I inspired. I wondered about that -- Defiance/Resistance.Emenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05947194856748698547noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-820907112005614092012-09-29T05:16:58.346-07:002012-09-29T05:16:58.346-07:00Just what I needed to start my day. So right, its ...Just what I needed to start my day. So right, its like trying to jump onto a speeding train. It's easy to get off but hard to get back on. Thttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16011622141159680671noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-79670924705058763632012-09-28T22:06:47.349-07:002012-09-28T22:06:47.349-07:00Wow - the truth is really true. When you get away...Wow - the truth is really true. When you get away from it for a while (sex, submission, all of it) it is really hard to want to go back. And then you remember, oh yeah! I like that!<br /><br />He did a nice job with the overcoming part, so a little bit of good for everyone. It was berry delicious.Kitty the Submissive Wifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00185859722963938064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-80496256170198134032012-09-28T19:07:36.174-07:002012-09-28T19:07:36.174-07:00You know, I think this is the first post I've ...You know, I think this is the first post I've ever read that captures so perfectly what I go through so often with wanting it, giving up on it, being resentful and resistant, and then being brought back to myself as HIS by his insistence. That phrase, "Needs not met go away," that nails it. Sometimes it feels like it would hurt less to just stop wanting it...but then the idea of giving it up is even worse. <br /><br />Thank you for sharing. deviant wenchhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14180742628730645005noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-18113213354775346282012-09-28T18:25:29.311-07:002012-09-28T18:25:29.311-07:00Holy flippin' heck, Conina! That's HAWT......Holy flippin' heck, Conina! That's HAWT...now where is my Daddy?Junehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03940211128244967387noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-39162118210728850922012-09-28T17:46:22.851-07:002012-09-28T17:46:22.851-07:00I gotta stop reading these in public before I caus...I gotta stop reading these in public before I cause a scene. Lilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01732305580991933305noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-805592961858920982012-09-28T17:37:11.792-07:002012-09-28T17:37:11.792-07:00Really hot. Wow. Loved every word.
Hug,
joeyReally hot. Wow. Loved every word. <br /><br />Hug,<br />joeyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-87438278537135156692012-09-28T16:09:54.001-07:002012-09-28T16:09:54.001-07:00a puddle of need, the very need that I have only r... a puddle of need, the very need that I have only recently banished<br />It is amazing how little time it takes for our minds to decide we don't need, don't want, don't even think about fantastic crazy sex...but how an *instant* can change that.<br /> I am controlled, I am free<br />I so love this - it is such a dichotomy - and so accurate!! SirQsmlbhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17862547894051224264noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-69827578124112273342012-09-28T16:09:29.335-07:002012-09-28T16:09:29.335-07:00I think sometimes about writing fiction; and then ...I think sometimes about writing fiction; and then I get distracted making a flogger or having kinky sex. Grumble, the life that is mine. ;) <br /><br />Seriously, I am so thrilled to have inspired you!Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-42432607941605000022012-09-28T15:42:21.390-07:002012-09-28T15:42:21.390-07:00You Greedy Submissive you! That was absolutely de...You Greedy Submissive you! That was absolutely delicious. I have to tell you, my latest w.i.p is totally Conina inspired-- you have affected me in so many ways with your incredible posts...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04842027321593278610noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-1374725065989331012012-09-28T14:57:03.806-07:002012-09-28T14:57:03.806-07:00If only that's what it was. :) I could use a r...If only that's what it was. :) I could use a real play date about now. Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-16360603795216216982012-09-28T14:54:53.571-07:002012-09-28T14:54:53.571-07:00I am majorly turned on by resisting and having tha...I am majorly turned on by resisting and having that resistance overcome. That wasn't my goal here, but.. it works out well that I work like that. Unfortunately, he doesn't really get off on it the way that I do, so generally I am compliant when what I'd really like is force.Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-20138459117717364962012-09-28T14:53:34.218-07:002012-09-28T14:53:34.218-07:00It is a little sad if you think about it. Like the...It is a little sad if you think about it. Like the child who eventually stops asking "Will you play with me?" when the answer is negative often enough.<br /><br />Anyway, sorry to mess you up, especially considering how your post was what inspired me to get this down.Coninahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12267844904414770524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-65425973985907415172012-09-28T13:29:01.867-07:002012-09-28T13:29:01.867-07:00Sounds like a fun play date.Sounds like a fun play date.Aimless Ramblinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00720714875762344391noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-46771871795025617972012-09-28T12:32:33.930-07:002012-09-28T12:32:33.930-07:00Sometimes its even better when we fight it at firs...Sometimes its even better when we fight it at first. I love sleeping with the cuffs still on. dancingbarezhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05159330409168648147noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1261315018538317662.post-70659553646742758312012-09-28T12:22:56.516-07:002012-09-28T12:22:56.516-07:00You mess me up girl. You turn me inside out and th...You mess me up girl. You turn me inside out and then you lay such peace upon me.<br /><br />Needs not met go away. <br /><br />That makes me cry.Emenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05947194856748698547noreply@blogger.com