"Are you my fuck toy?" He asked me roughly as he played with my nipples, in the aftermath of a hard flogging.
"Mmhmm."
"Tell me."
I whimpered.
"Go on, I want to hear you say it."
I whimpered again. Too hard. It's difficult, but I can say this stuff in the midst of sexual haze, but like this? So hard.
"I'm waiting."
"I'm your fuck toy." I whispered, my throat trying to seize the words back as they crept out.
"Mmm, that's a good girl. Tell me you're for me to use."
Another whimper escaped me, but this one was easier. "I'm for you to use."
"Oh yeah... now, tell me you're my slut."
Hard. Oh, lord, hard. I whimpered, hoping he'd relent, forget, continue with the sex play we were already in the midst of.
"Come on, you can do it."
I whimpered again, pleadingly.
"Be a good girl. Tell me." He pinched my nipple hard, and a little scream escaped me.
"I'm your slut." In my smallest possible voice, the words haltingly escaped me.
"Good girl." His lips claimed mine in a searing kiss.
I find talking like that to be very difficult. So I can relate. I can manage to get it said if it's something that is at least kind of true. If it's not true I can't even force myself to say it. It just won't come out.
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ReplyDeletet1klish: It's not even whether it's true, because those things are true in the moment and I'd agree with them happily if he just asked them - but having to say them myself? All but impossible.
ReplyDeleteHeather: It really was. Thanks!
My man is always asking me questions, particularly while my mouth is full. And as I think about it right now, I realize I don't like the, "Are you my fucktoy, are you my slut, say you're my fucktoy, kind of questions. Partly because I don't enjoy calling myself degrading things, but also because I seem to prefer the questions aren't about ME.
ReplyDeleteI much prefer and actually enjoy the questions to be about him or what he's doing at the moment. For example, in the middle of sex when he asks, Do you like being mine to take and use for my pleasure? That kind of question I like!
t1klish: I like those too. I like all of them. My brain goes into hyperaroused mode for pretty much anything he says related to sex at a certain point though. It doesn't even matter anymore past that point, I'll agree to it. It doesn't even have to be sex and I'll agree to it, as long as he says it the right way...
ReplyDeleteI am also someone who just cant seem to spit the words out don't know if I have good girl syndrome or what? Good girls don't talk like that. Well sometimes I wish I could get over my prudish ways. Say what I am really thinking instead of opening my mouth and nothing coming out at all.
ReplyDeletebabygirlsneedlove2: Hi! Thanks for coming by! I've been like this for a long, long time now. I certainly wouldn't call my own ways "prudish," but this is a thing that never gets easier for me unless I'm in a very very heated moment.
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